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Hello again dear friends i hope this blog finds you all well and enjoying this christmas eve! It’s so cold here but my wish for snow still hasn’t been fulfilled but ah well!

The tree is full now, tonnes of gifts underneath, today i have been busy running around cleaning and helping my mum get everything ready for tomorrow.  it’s lovely when shes sober!  Having said that i went and bought them a small bottle of cognac for them to have tomorrow night.

Barely eaten today again because im saving calories for tonight and another meal out! Last night i did have garlic bread and desert but its christmas and i didnt eat to excess, in the past i would have cleared everyone elses plates as well so believe i did well!

Anyways i have lots more to do before this evening!

Wishing you all a brilliant christmas day and especially for Julia “science does rock”

Keep smiling

Clare x

 the mighty nightmare before christmas is on the tv that means its christmas!  I went to see it at the cinema and when its on the tv it does remind me of xmas! 

Today i have been so good, had some toast for breakfast and some fruit for lunch saving my calories for tonight! my friends and I are all going to frankie and benny’s tonight for dinner!  This group of girls i have know for 11 years and when we get together we always have a good time!  I’m the comedian of the group so i have been working on my “routine” got lots of good anecdotes (sp!) and stories to tell! These girls have known me through school, they were there for me (kinda) through all the struggles of my life (those who know anyways) and i feel comfortable around them!

I gave up drinking a long time ago because i know i have an addictive personality and i don’t want to end up like my mum.  So i won’t be drinking, normally to compensate i drink coke or pepsi but tonight i am going to strive to not have a fizzy drink! 

Still going with the mood goal, havent got aggressive towards my family in days now its a long time since that happened.  I dont mean to lose my temper with them and i love them but sometimes i feel trapped in the house with them.  I’m saving for a house but its just so expensive over here! 

Anyways i best go get ready for my meal!

Keep smiling everyone!

Clare x